hey guys i know im never on here so i have an idea....i can keep coming back here but since i never update on here and im more on myspace then i will just give u all my myspace link www.myspace.com/sunkissedbabe03. go check it out! xoxo

me<3

wow my sister is a poser. i swear im not telling her anything anymore. last time i told her i was going to cut my hair shorter but not super noticeable get layers and do the side bang. guess what she did? yup, you got it! then today she wants to get red in her hair. i have always had red for what, like a year now? yea and she got made at me because i copied her sunglasses which i have only worn them once since i got them. i dont even use them and thats cuz every pair in cali looked exactly like that and it was either get big sunglasses or get none. then she just had to copy me on belts too. isnt it great to have sisters? i should move so she never knows what im going to do next and then i can have my own style instead of her trying to take over on mine since hers isnt cute enuff. ugh! that really ticks me off. now we can look like dorky  look-a-like sisters. ill still keep red. i still have a little bit in there and im still going to keep getting it redone. im going to copy her shirt and wear it and see how she likes that. sweet revenge. or maybe i should get black lowlights like she always wanted to do. whatever the case im going to get even. lol ally now i know how u felt wed. night. i dont blame ya hun. girls can be pretty catty and one thing u should never do is copy them. she will get a taste of her own medicine and im going to enjoy it. ill tell ya all the results later. love u guys! xoxo

me<3

ok im updating. so today i literally wanted to shoot someone in the face. i have absolutely no clue why. the day started off perfectly fine and nobody did anything to get me mad but i just had this major mood swing. lol we all know its comin now! haha poor huntly (giligan) and gabe! well i take gabes back....he deserves everything he gets. so today we played tennis and that was fun and the klutz i am i almost twisted my ankle...AGAIN! and on the same flippin one! lol i tell ya one of these days.... so i got a job and i am working at hy-vee. im pretty excited about it. i really think im going to like it. right now mckayla is doing her piano lesson and then today im going to go check the schedules for next week since thats what they want us to do and i might help decorate for this spring thing they do but i dont know. im kinda in a crabby mood. dance is tonight. i have alot of homework. this is so interesting huh? well whatever that is my update. deal with it.

lovely me <3

why does love make us do crazy things? its so bizzare....i actually used to avoid guys. i was really scared of u men ;) i wouldnt come near you guys as more than friends. i got older and found that i started to think boys were "cute"...but still no matter what i didnt let guys get very close to me. i dont know why. was i scared? i didnt let anyone in. i took a chance and i let jason in. i gave him my everything. and i loved him so much. i still do. we were good....for a while. then we started cheating and problems came up. i dont understand. i know i love him. its not i think i love him, its i know i love him. so why did i do this to him? why did he do this to me? what went wrong? i thought love was different. what is love? i thought i knew. i guess i really didnt. its weird. i know i love him yet im confused exactly what love is. does that even make sense? i know i love him because i cant stop thinking about him. he is on my mind all the time. nobody else will do. i have to have him. no other guy can compare to him in my mind no matter how good they treat me. i want to be with him all the time. i cant go a day without talking to him. he is the only guy i want and have felt this way with. i can clearly see a future with him. i truely do want to marry him. i want to spend the rest of my life with jason lewis bonner. there is nobody i would rather be with. this isnt just a crush. i have never felt this way with a guy before nor do i right now or can i see myself. but at the same time....what is love? is this love? i thought love was some perfect bliss. does it really have the ups and downs like this? i know it takes work....but i dont know how to explain it. why do we do this to each other if we love each other? why are things going so bad yet we cant let go of each other? is this all just a test of our love? I love you Jason Lewis Bonner and I will always be here. I dont know what more to say. I am always and forever yours. Please dont break my heart again. Lets retry this and hope to get it right. I will always be here for you no matter what. Even if we arent dating or liking each other or seeing each other or whatever you call it....just call me and i will be there. it will be hard, but i would do anything for you. I mean that. I really do. I would do anything for you Jason. anything. just ask and i will do it. I love you.

me<3

Im thinking about him again....I miss you Jason!!!

I'll be your dream
I'll be your wish, I'll be your fantasy
I'll be your hope, I'll be your love
Be everything that you need

I'll love you more with every breath
Truly Madly Deeply Do
I will be strong, I will be faithful
Coz I'm counting on

A new beginning
A reason for living
A deeper meaning (yeah)

I want to stand with you on a mountain
I want to bathe with you in the sea
I wanna lay like this forever
Until the sky falls down on me

And when the stars are shining
Brightly in the velvet sky
I'll make a wish send it to heaven
Then make you want to cry

The tears of joy for all the
Pleasure in the certainty
That we're surrounded
By the comfort and protection of

The highest powers
In lonely hours
The tears devour you

I want to stand with you on a mountain
I want to bathe with you in the sea
I wanna lay like this forever
Until the sky falls down on me

Oh can you see it baby?
You don't have to close your eyes
Coz it's standing right before you
All that you need will surely come

I'll be your dream
I'll be your wish, I'll be your fantasy
I'll be your hope, I'll be your love
Be everything that you need

I'll love you more with every breath
Truly Madly Deeply Do

I want to stand with you on a mountain
I want to bathe with you in the sea
I wanna lay like this forever
Until the sky falls down on me

Maybe it's intuition
But some things you just don't question
Like in your eyes
I see my future in an instant
And there it goes
I think I've found my best friend

I know that it might sound more than a little crazy
But I believe

I knew I loved you before I met you
I think I dreamed you into life
I knew I loved you before I met you
I have been waiting all my life

There's just no rhyme or reason
Only this sense of completion
And in your eyes
I see the missing pieces
I'm searching for
I think I've found my best friend

I know that it might sound more than a little crazy
But I believe

I knew I loved you before I met you
I think I dreamed you into life
I knew I loved you before I met you
I have been waiting all my life

A thousand angels dance around you
I am complete now that I've found you

I knew I loved you before I met you
I think I dreamed you into life
I knew I loved you before I met you
I have been waiting all my life 

Kiss Me

Kiss me out of the bearded barley
Nightly, beside the green, green grass
Swing, swing, swing the spinning step
You wear those shoes and I will wear that dress

Oh, kiss me beneath the milky twilight
Lead me out on the moonlit floor
Lift up your open hand
Strike up the band and make the fireflies dance
Silver moon's sparkling
So kiss me

Kiss me down by the broken tree house
Swing me upon it's hanging tire
Bring, bring, bring your flowered hat
We'll take the trail marked on your father's map

Oh, kiss me beneath the milky twilight
Lead me out on the moonlit floor
Lift your open hand
Strike up the band and make the fireflies dance
Silver moon's sparkling
So kiss me  

Nick Lachey-This I Swear

You're there by my side
In every way
I know that you would not forsake me
I give you my life
Would not think twice
Your love is all I need believe me

I may not say it quite as much as I should
When I say I love you darling that means for good
So open up your heart and let me in
And I will love you 'til forever
Until death do us part we'll be together
So take my hand and hold on tight
And we'll get there
This I swear

I'm wondering how I ever got by
Without you in my life to guide me
Where ever I go the one thing that's true
Is everything I do I do for you

I may not say it quite as much as I should
When I say I love you darling that means for good
So open up your heart and let me in
And I will love you 'til forever
Until death do us part we'll be together
So take my hand and hold on tight
And we'll get there
This I swear

So when ever you get there
Just reach out for me
I'll never let you down my love

And I will love you 'til forever
Until death do us part we'll be together
So take my hand and hold on tight
And we'll get there
This I swear

And I will love you 'til forever
Until death do us part we'll be together
So take my hand and hold on tight
And we'll get there
This I swear
   

On a Monday, I am waiting
Tuesday, I am fading
And by Wednesday, I can't sleep
Then the phone rings, I hear you
And the darkness is a clear view
Cuz you've come to rescue me

Fall... With you, I fall so fast
I can hardly catch my breath, I hope it lasts

[Chorus:]
Ohhhhh
It seems like I can finally rest my head on something real
I like the way that feels
Ohhhhh
It's as if you know me better than I ever knew myself
I love how you can tell
All the pieces, pieces, pieces of me
All the pieces, pieces, pieces of me

I am moody, messy
I get restless, and it's senseless
How you never seem to care

When I'm angry, you listen
Make me happy it's your mission
And you won't stop til I'm there

Fall... Sometimes I fall so fast
When I hit that bottom
Crash, you're all I have

Jessica Simpson~With You

The real me is a southern girl with her Levis on and an open heart
Wish I could say the save the world, like I was super girl
The real me is to laugh all night lying in the grass just talking about love
But lately I've been jaded life got so complicated 

I'm still thinking about it almost forgot what it was like
Do you know what it feels like?
Cause with you
I can let my hair down 
I can say anything crazy
I know you'll catch me right before I hit the ground
With nothing but a T-shirt on
I never felt so beautiful
Baby as I do now
Now that I'm with you 
With you
Now that I'm with you 

You speak and it's like a song
And just like that all my walls come down
It's like a private joke just meant for us to know
I relate to you naturally
Everybody else just fades away
Sometimes it's hard to breathe
Just knowing you found me
Cuz I'm still thinking about it almost forgot what it was like
Do you know what it feels like?
Cause with you
I can let my hair down
I can say anything crazy
I know you'll catch me right before I hit the ground
With nothing but a T-shirt on
I never felt so beautiful
Baby as I do now
Now that I'm with you
With you 

Come and take me
Love you save me
Like nobody else
Now I can be myself
With you
With you
I can let my hair down
I can say anything crazy
I know you'll catch me right before I hit the ground
With nothing but a T-shirt on
I never felt so beautiful
Baby as I do now (Baby as I do now)
Now that I'm with you